I'm currently trying to deal with a big disappointment. I didn't realize it takes a lot of effort. It constantly makes me feel that .. I failed in the only thing I believed I'm good at. I gave a lot of effort in it, but in the end, it just didn't turn out good. What makes it worse, a lot of people in my life expected it of me. It kind of feels a little awkward to face any of them now.
*cry cry cry*
Alright! Enough with this damned bitterness. It's a good thing there's anime, fanfiction and yaoi in this world. (There's also the Dairy Queen ice cream, not-so-far summer outings and whee... a summer vacation in New Jersey! --> Ureshiku naru yo!! ahahah! :D x 100)
(Warning: Yaoi ahead. If gay people offend you, get the hell outta my blog.)
As promised, here's an update on the chapter 4 of Hell is the other. This is just the first part of that chapter. :) Chapter 4 will be finished soon. Hopefully, before next week.
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On Hell Is The Other:
Title: Hell Is the Other
Important: This is a SasuNaru.
Chapter 4: The Frustration
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Sasuke was in no mood the following morning.
After their little struggle last night with Naruto’s clothes, Sasuke was silently fuming at his reaction. He wasn’t surprised that Naruto had grown into a fine lad and every day he looked more and more gorgeous than the Yondaime himself. His blonde hair was a little longer and his blue eyes were more vivid than Sasuke had ever seen.
The scene kept playing over and over in Sasuke’s head. Naruto flushing and struggling underneath him was rendering him too ‘bothered’ to breathe. He had to stop for a moment to just stare at the person beneath him and admire at how heart-stopping the blonde really looked.
That was just so ... WRONG.
This aggravation was not helping his situation at all. He wanted to get away from this person who was making him feel this way. First, Sasuke thought of rolling to turn to his right side, because the string that was keeping them tied. But if Sasuke would turn to the right side, he would have to pull his left arm and wake the dobe up. Couldn’t Tsunade come up with a kinder form of punishment? Like maybe getting tied to a tree with big red ants instead?
Stupid dobe.
It’s all Naruto’s fault. Now the dobe was trying to be insufferable by being so...
All other form of respiration instantly shut down as a tan arm draped across Sasuke’s chest. Sasuke stared at the still, blissfully sleeping blonde, with his heart thudding. Naruto had rolled over to his right side, rested his head on Sasuke’s left shoulder and slept right through.
Sasuke had to think of something disgusting. He must think of something else! Think of something! ANYTHING!
Naruto had nice eyelashes.
The Hyuuga. That’s right. Sasuke hated the Hyuuga and his mountain-sized ego and his girly hair and his Eyebrow for a teammate.
…also, Naruto had nice hair.
Sasuke used to think that Naruto was way too catchy to be a ninja. The blonde was loud, hyper and he wore a lot of orange and he had blonde hair! He would surely stand out when they do reconnaissance missions. Sasuke wanted to reach out and just brush that mop of blonde hair with his right hand, but Sasuke could not move or even breathe at the moment. Even sane thought was positively gone from his list of abilities.
It would be truly embarrassing if Naruto woke up and found himself entangled up with Sasuke. There has to be some way where he could disentangle Naruto from his limbs without waking him up. Sasuke looked up and stared at his ceiling. He feared that he’s almost at the point of desperation that he wanted to cut off his arm.
…well no, not really. His left arm has his chidori, of course.
Ahh. Perhaps Sasuke could gently roll Naruto to his side of the bed… and then slowly go back on his own side. Since, the dobe was still sleeping, no strong intensity of any earthquake could wake him up. Therefore, Sasuke could put his plan into action.
Steeling himself, Sasuke lightly put his right arm around Naruto’s shoulders and prepared himself to roll to his left side to deposit Naruto on his side of the bed. In his head, Sasuke realized that this position, in which he and Naruto was in, was really intimate… if it was real.
Naruto’s body was a little smaller than his, his tan skin was a stark contrast to his paleness. At that moment too, Sasuke realized that it felt nice to hold Naruto like this. Perhaps Sasuke just wasn’t used to receiving intimate touches, especially not from Naruto. A new sensation always did feel good.
He slowly pushed himself to his left side while holding the blonde, careful not to wake him up. When Sasuke has laid Naruto on the other side and was about to let go, he felt Naruto stir a little and mumble something incoherent. He knew Naruto was about to wake any moment. He tried to retrieve his right arm from Naruto’s back, but it was stuck, unfortunately. If he moved too much, Naruto would surely wake up.
His eyes widened in fear that the dobe would see him, lying on top of him like this. What would Naruto think? The warning bells in Sasuke’s head were all ringing alarmingly.
No… no… don’t wake up. Sasuke desperately thought, while swearing that he would never do bad things any more as long as somebody would grant his plea. But probably some god out there, who had a wicked sense of humor, wanted to see Sasuke die in embarrassment.
Naruto’s eyelids fluttered open, and Sasuke found himself staring into Naruto’s captivating blue eyes.
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^_^ Shall update soon again. Mata ne!
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